Feel

I always digress
that was something i did best
i felt like my life was just a mess
i always felt stressed

when i think of my past
i honestly didnt think i was going to last
I thought noone ever cared
and i always felt scared

scared of noone else but me
like if i was a Banshee
wailing to warn on my impending demise
ready to get me for all my telling lies

* i cant think of nothing else.. if anyone has any ideas please let me know. also please vote and comment thank you...