Dear Beloved Diary

Dear beloved diary,
I woke up hating him again,
I woke up crying and already wishing this horrible day would end,
His face is haunting me,
I can see him when I'm sleeping, I'm not even safe within my dreams.

Dear beloved diary,
My guarding angels left me today,
And I took a wrong turn at the old broken-hearted tree,
I found myself in front of him,
Falling victim once again to his hypnotizing eyes and disgusting lies.

Dear beloved diary,
This is killing me, I'm getting torn,
I'm trying my hardest not to fall onto his playing board,
It's not a time to be weak, I have to be strong,
And pull myself up to save my soul.

Dear beloved diary,
Thanks for listening, thanks for being there,
Thanks for all the care and actually giving a damn,
He's finally gone and out of my life,
Oh dearest diary, thanks for helping me cope with all the misery and giving me wings to fly.