This pain

The docters gave me a choice
Weather to live or die
I want to live; But i cant
And i want to tell you why

My face is so pale;
My bones are so weak
I can hardly breathe anymore
My life is on a high peak

The kids they laugh and point
At the pain i live in
But looking in the mirror
Is a person deep within

My body is so small
But in the mirror its so wide
All the pain i carry; is not true
But i carry it inside

I have only a few weaks
I eat or else i die
And i want to live i swear
But eating; is why i cry

I dont want to be pale
And i want to enjoy my life
I want to have kids
And be a happy wife

But i cannot do what i cant
And if living in this skinny pain
Is what the rest of my life; will be like
I choose to no longer remain