Thinking of that first day
That u asked me out
Thinking of that weekend
When u broke my heart
Thinking of the day
When I asked for a second chance
Thinking of that movie
That night u held me
Thinking of those phone calls
And how I smiled every second
Thinking of that week
The best few days of my life
Thinking of the first instinct that I got
And the way you said her name
And what u might have thought
Thinking of that fateful day
That u smashed my soul
Thinking of my whole life
That u stole
Thinking of that same weekend
When u gave me my first kiss
Thinking of the taste
Of ur sweet lips
Thinking of that Halloween
When we came back to play a game
Thinking of what happened in that back room
And what u couldn't do
Thinking of the way u refused to kiss me
Thinking of the many seconds it took
Thinking of the shattering moment that I first knew
Thinking of how u kissed her and what she said to me
Thinking how u could kiss me
And then love her
Thinking of the words u said over the phone
And how u lied to me
U knew I could've known
Thinking of why she asked u to be hers
And how she sold me out
Thinking of the way u said yes
Then forgot me so fast
Thinking of the argument she and I had
And quickly made up
But her not knowing that
it slowly killed me inside
thinking of the talk we had
when u knew how I felt
thinking of the relief it was
not to fake it anymore
thinking of that kiss u gave me
and quickly took it back
thinking of all I gave u
and how u abused it
thinking of u lying
and going back out with her
thinking of how she lied to me
how her and I differ
thinking of when I found out
thru the grape vine
and how u still had my heart
it was not mine
thinking of the days that past
and I had to watch u kiss
thinking of last night
and the things u did
thinking of that shattering day
when I let u have heart
and within just a few weeks
how u eagerly tore it apart
