Pretty little lies

In this you will be destroyed,
just as everyone else.
I need this, but it's going to kill me.
You're going to end up killing me,
Leave me breathless,
a bit too long.
I will only choke on the last word
as you will always..
always walk away.
I can never have relief, can I?
From all of this,
my mind will never clear.
Teach me not to think,
even if only for a little while,
because a clear mind for a second is
better than this.
Ignorance is bliss,
and I am cursed with facts.
Tell me the truth, I need to know.
Don't say a word, quiet.
Silence only.
I can never know.
I need this. I need you.
Tell me this will never work,
tell me I can never be with you,
because you're going to ruin everything.