There has been a point in my life when i didn't want to be wit u or even around u..but i see now that not being wit u is my worst nightmare..because to be away from u..i wouldn't know how to breathe again..i wouldn't know how to walk...and all of the fights and problems..yes sometimes they get hard and we almost break up with each other....its a big deal but in my heart i can feel that we will make it through everything because our love can conquer anything if we both believe it....and i feel like i don't deserve you because of the way I've treated you..and i know you are sorry for everything you've done to me....and i forgive you for everything you've done..it just kills me to the point of me wanting to hurt myself for hurting your heart..and i never ever wanted 2 hurt u like that and I'm so sorry....and i know we can help each other and be 2together forever...i love you...and i promise u i wont hurt u anymore and i wont break your heart....NEVER EVER!!!
there something else that i wanna talk to u bout..if you said that u wouldn't give out your number then y would i find out that u gave it out twice...me not knowing...u liking all these other chicks like Brittney, Kim, and Krystal....then lying bout it...your so close 2 losing me...is that what u want to be over and never speaking to each other.....and u giving out your email and shit....having chicks over @ your house before when we had problems and when we were going out....smoking weed and cigarettes and drinking behind my back....saying u didn't wanna go out 3 times.....I'm sorry 4 bring this up..its just that u have hurt me so much and i know I've hurt u too and I'm sorry but i cant get over the fact that u lied...and when u love someone u don't lie 2 them that many times...i just thought u loved me and u lying to me makes me feel like u don't care anymore....and i don't wanna break up wit u...its just the fact that i cant believe u would do all of that 2 me and think that every things gonna be ok when...its never gonna be OK...because we always have problems.....i should just kill myself..i will tonight....don't worry....it'll all be over..so u can lie 2 sum1 else...because i don't wanna here it..no more...i cannot take all this pain I'm sorry i know...I'm giving up..because your not making it any easier...SORRY!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
