The darkness

I cant hold on
to anything when i feel so down
i cant hold on
with regret and a frown

the darkness in me
rises up and boils
for everything we go through
for all the tears and toils

inside of me i pray for piece
there is anger to repress
inside of me i pray for calm
instead of all this stress

all i wanted was an easy life
just for you and me
but now its clear to me
that it is never meant to be

the deparding of my soul,
the death of my heart,
the darkness inside
is pulling me apart

im leaving now
i have lost the light
though i fought for it
with all my might