You asked me why i was so sad
why i looked like i was going to cry
well I'm holding back tears because
my best friend had to die
tomorrow is the day
he first told me he loved me
three years ago he held my hand
but these tears you can see
i run to my room to sit here and cry
i write you all this letter
to show you I'm broken in two
and I'll never get better
he saw me at my best and worst
and I'll never love anyone again
as long as he's gone I'll never be the same
I'm always to be filled with pain
if he can hear me way up there
i hope he knows i still care
I'll never give up hope
just sit and with his picture and stare
I'll just sit and wonder why
he had to leave had alone to go
to a better place with no hate or pain
but i just want YOU to know
as i sit here looking so sad
holding back these tears
the reason is
i lost the only love and best friend i ever had