Why Why

I hear you, but can you here me?
I yell at the top of my lungs trying to make you hear me and trying to make sense of it all.
Why do you do this to us?
Why do you make things more difficult then what they seem?
Don't you see I don't care that you are with another.
I don't care that you don't love me.
I just want what is best for our little light.
But you make me want to put you in your immature place.
All your life is about trying to make my life hell.
WHY? WHY? I have tried to be nice and I have tried to be mean. I have even tried to be in between.
What do you want from me.
You should have told her the truth.
She would have not asked me now, we are back were we began, because you are trying to piss me off. you don't care if our daughter is happy or ok. All you want to do is piss me off. You found my only weakness, and use it in every way not realizing you are only hurting our little light and yourself.....