I'm sorry

I'm sorry I'm not the girlfriend you wish that I could be,
I'm sorry that I'm different when you are not with me.
I'm sorry that my love is not the best you've ever had,
I'm sorry for the little things that always make you mad.
I'm sorry that sometimes I can't explain the things i do,
I'm sorry that your not sure whether or not my love is true.
I'm sorry I don't kiss you sometimes or like to hold your hand,
I'm sorry for everything baby you just don't understand.
I'm sorry you don't know how much love I have inside,
I'm sorry I don't tell you- that there's things I try to hide.
I'm sorry I can't explain to you- or even try to say,
that i hate it when you leave me baby- why don't you just stay...
I'm sorry that I act sometimes that I don't care,
I'm sorry I couldn't tell you this before, but this feeling's always there.
I'm sorry that I'm sorry - it's not the way that things should be,
I love you more than anything baby - but this is hurting me.