What i'm i suppose to do

What i\'m i suppose to do
my dad just left for his job
my sis is sudicidal along with my mom
what i\'m i suppose to do who will try next
who will be there when i fall
what i\'m i suppose to do now
now that i\'m in charge
my lil sis don\'t know what\'s going on
i have to act happy even if i want to breack in tears
i can\'t let them know i\'m scared o help me please
what if i give up who will be there
i just want to give up but not a person is there