Sometimes.

Sometimes I wish I wasn't with you...
so that I'd never have to experience this...
this pain... this hurt...
Sometimes I wish that everyone would just go away...
leave me alone...stop making things so complicated...stop trying to ruin US.
Sometimes i wish that you knew how I felt - how I feel
over and over...day after day...
it's the same sh|t..and why?

...you tell me...

Sometimes I wish that you'd just wake up and realize that you're hurting the person that you love...
the person who cares about you the most...
every single day...
Sometimes i wish you weren't the person you are...
that you didn't feel like you had to do the things you do...
and say the things you say...

Sometimes I just wish you knew...