Written on your pages

Not one thought you will tell
Not one smile you will give
I guess its just as well
Cause its the way you want to live

Write it in your book
Keep your thoughts from me
I will not dare look
What you write about me

For I may end up dead
As dead as I am to you
Written on those pages
All the things you say,
But cannot do

Actions only in the mind
Carefully brought together
With paper and pen in hand!