This life i despise

So mad my hands are shaking
So mad I want to cry
You just started braking
whats destined to die

Hiding the truth
thinking I wont know
When all the while
I just keep it to myself

Drifting away from you
as each lie unfolds
Trust shaking between us
but its both our faults

so angry, red is all I see
Not red for passion
thats long gone anyway
Our Love already gone astray

Holding on to what?
A life full of lies
Holding on to what?
A life I cant help but despise