Just want to be different

Sometimes I just hate being the way I am
My friends they say they are fat and ugly
Well you know what I donâ??t care
I don't care what you look like just as long as your my friend

I'm sick of always being told Iâ??m hot or pretty
I'm sick of always being told Iâ??m skinny
I'm sick of it all

Why can't I be like them
Then maybe I would understand
Then maybe they wouldn't yell at me for
Not eating maybe one day at lunch just because I don't
Feel good

They don't understand whats it like to be me
They don't understand what I go through each and every
Day
I go through all the time being told what I look like
It may be good but I hate it
Its like its pulling me up but my friends down,
I don't want that

I'm sick of them saying oh my god I'm so
Fat and then me saying no your not and then they would say If I was skinny then you would be anorexic
So I just have to sit there and let them put themselves down

I hate it with a passion

I just wish I was different
*Phili and Sammie this isn't about you!*