Letter to my tormenter

Dear ________,

u ripped out my heart.tore it apart. I cry every night. this pain is not light.u left me for my friend. my world is slowly coming to an end. how can u live w/ yourself while i am burning in this hell? now as i write this letter, i know ur life is better. better w/o me. better w/ her. better off, not having to remember. i know u can see the tears behind my eyes, but no matter what, i wont cry.not on the outside.i cant bear seeing her reaction, if i told her of my depression. you loved her right in front of me, right where i could see. from now on ill turn away when ur together. i have nothing more to say, so i guess ill end this letter.

love always and forever,
heidi