My life thanks to you

As i sit in class
u r on my mind
all the secrets we shared
all the good times

we were eager to see each other
every single day
but i wanted to love you
in a different way

i wanted to be close
never let you go
i was so naive
i didn't know

you thought of another
while holding me
this was not supposed to happen
we are meant to be

it happened anyway
and my world came crashing down
i couldn't see, hear, or speak
my mouth- no sound

i guess i always knew
what u felt for her
but it all happened so fast
it hurts just to remember

now i am more wise
i wont believe ur lies
even though i love u still
my spirit you killed

with all you did and may do
this is my life, thanks to u