ThE noTE

It was the heavy burden of depression.
No one to blame except me.
The one who let all of her worries, frustrations, and depression seep out of her arms down to the cold hard ground.

Now what can I say except that I am going to hell.
Because what I have done down in that room wasn't at all very well.
I couldn't help it. I couldn't wait. This was my only way out of that world, out that jail.

No more pain, no more crystal blue tears.
Now with this I will hide underground from my fears for the rest of my years.

So sorry mommy. Sorry for all that pain I will cause.
But you must strong and must remember that its not your fault.
But mines.
The one who let her red nectar seep out of her arms.
And let depression work its charms.

© `*~1-lUv~*`

** Ok basically wat the poem is about me comminting suicide in my bedroom because of the deep depression i was going through. I wanted to make people think but the more i read it u cant really get the message i was trying 2 make**