Logan, My Best Friend (Story)

My story begins with me on MSN talking to my friend, Albert. Its a typical day, we were just talking about whatever popped into our heads. Then Albert mentioned that a friend of his was over and he wanted to se me so , of course, I went on web cam. Then Albert said his friend wanted to talk to me so me and his friend starting talking. His name was Logan. Little did I know that Logan would play a big role in my life, and still does. So me and Logan are just talking, we talked for about an hour then he asked me if he could add me to his MSN, and, of course, I said yes. After that day me and Logan started talking regulary and I trusted Logan with everything and I still do. This is when my story beings the teary eyes. After about four days after we started talking I felt life was unbarable. Then one day I was on webcam with Logan and I started to cut. Logan was freeking on me and telling me to stop, but I wouldnt. After that Logan refused to talk to me for a week. About two weeks after cutting me and Logan finally met Face-to-Face and we got along very well. About a week later he asked me out and I said yes! I felt like I was in heaven. That was until I found out that he drank, smoked, did drugs and even dealed drugs. My heart was shattered. But I stayed with him because he made me feel like the most important person ever when I was with him. And he still does. Well my problems just seemed to grow. My dad was starting to hit me again, my grandparents barly remembered me, I was lossing my frineds and we ad just recently found out that my dad was cheating on my mom. Logan helped me deal with all of that! About a week later me and Logan and two friends ran away, to a different city an hour away. That weekend I was sad and happy...I was just confussed. But I did return home, thanks to Logan. Then one day Logan dumped me, I was devastated. Then we got back together and he dumped me again like a week later. But we have always manged to stay friends. Logan never ever drank or smoked or did drugs around me, and still doesnt, but the bottom line is he does them. I wish I could tell you guys that this story has a happy endding, but, sadly, it doesnt. I later found out that of 14 years of age Logan had a 2 month old child in Lethbridge Alberta. Not only did he have a child but he had AIDS. When he told me he had AIDS I was shocked and I felt like I was in a nightmare that no one could wake me up from. If Logan dies I have no idea what I\'d do. I\'d feel so alone in this big, messed up world. I need him! Logan helped me realize alot. He helped me realize that everyone is beautiful if you just take the time to look. Me and Logan are still great frineds to this day and he still helps me more then anyone ever could\'ve. He\'s the reason Im here. He\'s an angle from heaven. He\'s everything i ever wanted. Sadly he is still into drugs, dealing, smoking and drinking. Everyone who knows Logan knows him as a messed up drggie, but I only know him as my best friend, the greatest one I could\'ve ever asked for. To this day Logan still doesnt know what he means to me. people always ask me \"Hey Tasha, Isnt Logan you ex?\" and I always say \"No, Hes My best Frined,\"
I just wish everyone knew the Logan that I know. When Im with Logan I feel like nothing can ever go wrong. If he ever died I would die inside and outside. A best friend is someone who walks in when the rest of the world walks out, and thats excatly what Logan did.