That 4 inch knife

I sit there every night,
staring at the scars you left.
You're no where in sight,
As i cut deeper with that 4 inch knife.

I'm still madly in love with you,
But yet you caused me so much pain.
Not being able to tell you,
Is driving me insane!

So now that you've cheated on me,
I can't belive you still cant see why night and day i cry.
But you dont care anymore as i cut deeper with that 4 inch knife.

Now because of you,
there are more scars than i can count.

And forever they will remain there,
for you are the one who has
murdered me,
And sooner or later EVERYONE will see what exactly you have done to me!