Every time I get that feeling of you coming closer,
Something deep inside me screams and rips outside my body,
It runs so fast away from my zombies corpse in which I felt .. death,
Not understanding the passion of this,
I cry but swiftly wipe my eyes as I hear the door open,
You stand there with more greatness then the time before and before.. that,
Why do I see greatness and not the man in which I deny all,
You may curse up my solitude but I shall not confide,
I have a loyalty to my self and not a soul shall change that,
Not even he of greatness in which ... my guide has forgotten of me,
To this tear I shall not shed upon the sorrow you've created,
Though my dearest inside my mind has left me..
This greatness you seem to be holds me close and closes the door,
Where do I find the courage to say no when all has left me alone,
My trance and finding nothing but you my royal greatness,
Into you I shall confide,
As now this being in which once found me horror,
Now finds me comfort and warmth in the snow,
Come find me my friend in which you once lived,
Once lived inside my mind and held my hand through it all,
Then the day came when you made me the wrench in which I am today,
Whom holds the key to the heart inside me,
Nothing really matters due to my sorrows and feelings of nothingness,
My heart has been ripped to shreds by thy royal greatness,
In which you ran from and left me alone with,
He shall be all I have in this world in which I shed a tear for,
It drips in to the river of fury and washes away by the joy,
The joy in which I never held onto long enough to know,
Just tears flowing way... as more come to stay,
As I cry and cry and patiently wait for you to come back to me...
