Why should I hold on

Why should I hold on
Why should I wait
I just want to let go
I don't want to stay

I feel so alone
I'm always so depressed
What the f u c k's wrong with me
Why am I such a mess

Crying myself to sleep again
Waiting for this pain to end
Time won't kill my pain
Cutting just brings more shame

I've lost all feeling
My body's gone numb
I hope you're happy now
I hope you had fun

Don't you realize
That you're killing me inside
I don't think there's anyway now
That I can survive

This is my final goodbye
You'll never see me again
I know that you won't cry, but
I just want you to know, you brought me to my end