Teacher

by Vickie   Dec 6, 2005


At first I was upset
For a long time I was pissed off
How could I be everything you wanted
Yet you still couldnt bring yourself to love me
Then I was depressed
I cried and cried and ate and ate
I tried and tried I faked and fake
pretending I didnt care
Then I was seductive
I played and preyed on your masculine emotions
Waiting for you to crack and come back to me so I could move on
And just when I had you in my grasp
You left and moved and now Im stuck
Stuck between the real world and insanity
Not understanding how you could do this to me
But then I realized I finally see
The lessons that he was trying to teach me
they say its better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all
but I think they lied I would have rather never loved then to constantly feel this pain
I gave you my all and fell blindly in love
Then i opened my eyes and realize the one you were calling baby wasnt me it was her

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  • 19 years ago

    by Void

    *Tear* That was a really well constructed poem, I felt it alot. My boyfriend just recently did that to me. Its weird because when we first started talked he told me "i'd rather not love at all than to love and lose" ...Then we fell in love, and all of a sudden about a week ago he decided he didn't love me anymore. So I too have loved and lost, and still feel the pain you talk about which is one of the reasons I think I love this poem so much. I can relate to it and connect to it so easily, and I think you did a really good job with it. I hope to see alot more of your work in the future :)

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