*Tear* That was a really well constructed poem, I felt it alot. My boyfriend just recently did that to me. Its weird because when we first started talked he told me "i'd rather not love at all than to love and lose" ...Then we fell in love, and all of a sudden about a week ago he decided he didn't love me anymore. So I too have loved and lost, and still feel the pain you talk about which is one of the reasons I think I love this poem so much. I can relate to it and connect to it so easily, and I think you did a really good job with it. I hope to see alot more of your work in the future :)