Just a Boy, Not a Man

We were laughing like we always do
the melody sing songing through my ears, but tears were what should have been, for nothing is as it appears.

You use to take me walking
we would walk and just hold hands
you placed this ring on my finger
when had endless eternal plans.

You you to kiss me passionately
you use to kiss me long
I felt as if I were a bird set free
these joyful feeling did not stay so long.

I led myself to believe
that you were my everlasting soul mate, the love that lingered around us, we would create.

And the times you would touch me
you would not believe
it felt unrealistic like you were a part of me.

But then you had to tare
the last threads of my heart
it was almost like the beginning
of a completely new start.

You told me not to cry
that we just wern't meant to be
and my tears filled the entire ocean, the entire darkening sea.

You gave me this ring
what does it mean?
you told me that I was
forever your queen.

And now I'm left with nothing
worse off the before
and my feelings for you
I decide to ignore.

I start to feel pity
for your very soul
for the devil, you wait
will take his final toll.

Next time I fall into love
will be with very caution
it will be magical
the way he will touch my very skin

And I realise my heart
was never actually broken
I misunderstood his words
that were spoken.

and my tears recreated my plan
he's just a boy, he was never a man.

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:.*leah*.: �© (2005)