What I Used To Believe & What I KNOW & REALIZE Now

by KaYkAy   Dec 6, 2005


I used to believe
in us and how we'd last forever
how one day we'd get married
and always be together

i used to believe
that you were meant for me
that you and i
made the perfect cup of tea

i used to believe
you were my whole life
that nothing else mattered
b/c with you there was no strife

i know now
that we were never supposed to win
that being with you
was my worst sin

i know now
you weren't meant for me
that you will never be
my queen bee

i know now
that you weren't my life
that i made you it
and you only brought strife

i have realized
after far too long
loving you was wrong
but my feelings were just too strong

i have realized
that you didn't treat me right
you were with me just for spite
that you were just a worthless fight

i have realized
you weren't worth my cause
I'm finally starting too understand
and realizing you biggest flaws

I finally SEE
that you and i will never be more than friends
you hurt me to deep
that this love for you MUST end

this is for a friend of mine... i love u sweetie & things will get better, please just understand this...
please r/r/c please it only takes a second!! please!!! :(

I LOVE MY BABY!!! :D:D:D:D

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  • 18 years ago

    by Passionate

    Very good, whos it for? seems like me! ;) 5/5, thanx for the comment.
    *it means that i looked for myself until i lost all i had, and he trealized some how our love was bad. that he saw that i was gone and threw it all away, but the truth he doesnt see is i was never gone.... its hard to understand unless you've been through it! but im sure you get it.

  • 18 years ago

    by The Poetic Child

    Good Poem as usual, your good at writing i see lotz a talent, one day you maybe able to reach 1st place good good good, 5/5 ttyl or on myspace PeAcE OuT

    ~RiCo SmootH~

  • 18 years ago

    by KaYkAy

    Umm... if u read at the bottom it clearly states that i love my baby, that there is no problem between us... this was for a friend... she is goin thru a lot of shit... i love her soo much & she just cant seem to get treated the way she deserves, & i want her too see who these ppl she has been w/ truly are... she means a lot to me & i am sick of her getting hurt... i just want her to b in a relationship that is as true as mine... that she can feel the love as i can & be as happy as me...

  • 18 years ago

    by LoLo

    Nice poemm
    but wat happened that u realized it all and decided to let him go?

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