A pain to Strong

I see you standing there,
About to walk away,
Words left unspoken,
But each time you take that step,
A piece of my heart is broken again,

If once a life time isn't hard enough,
It's a daily process,
Of being pushed back down,
Were I belong, is not in your life,
But cleaning your glorious crown,

What once was is now a moment of the past,
Something went wrong,
And it didn't last but given the chance,
I'd take it no less,
To once again find romance,

This must be the 50th of poems,
I've wrote just to you,
My love of nearly a year,
And yet you have no knowledge,
That this will be my final tear,

What brings me down the most?
Is that you'll never know,
How I've felt through all this time,
But what's even worse is,
Knowing you'll never be mine.

©Samantha Jayne Reed
Wrote on December 6th, 2005