I can't hide from the pain I've created,
nor can i destroy it,
trying to push through the shame,
that I've made with all my pain,
i look at my wrists,
all i see is my life cut in lines,
i don't know how i got this way,
making a mistake everyday,
i don't know whats going on in my mind,
searching but shame is all i find,
i try to destroy the path I've made,
but nothing i do will make it fade,
i brought this apron myself,
so i will not reach out for help,
you may not trust me,
thats easy to see,
but believe me,
this isn't the way it's gonna be,
i don't know how i got this way,
making mistakes everyday,
i don't know whats going on in my mind,
searching but shame is all i find,
I'm walking alone,
in a place i no longer own,
nothing look familiar,
not wanting to go further,
I'm afraid of the person i became,
living on the edge wasn't my game,
i learned from my mistakes,
but not it's too late,
press the rewind button,
watch my fix it,
i don't know how i got this was,
making mistakes everyday,
i don't know whats going on in my find,
searching but shame is all i find,
