I don't know when it happend
or how it happended
somewhere along the lines
i lost my reason to live
i lost the joy
of sitting down to smell the flowers
an the joy of smelling the air after a storm
the joy of laying in the grass watchin the clouds go by
now the only thing i can see is the darkness around me
seems like forever since this girl has giggled
or has felt happy
i once felt joy now all i feel is pain
scared to wake up
of knowing only bad news will flow threw these ears
as i pray
asking for things to get happier
seems like it only gets worse
i don't know how much longer i can live in this world
world of pain an hurt
if only i could go back
to the time
where all u worried about what time nap time was
