When I was with you

by Desperation   Dec 6, 2005


When you held me in your arms
I knew that you meant it
When you held me tight
I knew you'd never let anything happen to me
When you'd snuggle up close
I knew you cared
When you joked around with me
I knew I made you smile

When you said I was beautiful
I felt as if I was beautiful
When we sat underneath the stars
I felt safe
When we'd play games
I knew you'd stay with me

When it was going perfect
I got scared
When I had you
I was scared you'd hurt me
When I began to realize my attachment to you
I was scared because you had power
When I would have done anything for you
I was scared because you controlled me
When I looked into yours eyes
I got scared because I cared so much
When I was away from you
I was scared because I didn't know what to do without you
When I realized you meant the world to me
I was scared you'd leave me

When I got so overwhelmed with fear
I ran,... I left
When I realized I'd actually screwed a perfect thing up
I got angry
When I first saw you with her
I was heartbroken
When I saw you hold hands
I wished it was me
When I saw you hug her
I had to turn away
When you broke up with her
I rejoiced
When you got back together with her
I cried
When she broke up with you
I smiled and comforted you

When I realized I'd have to start over again with you
I was sad
When I thought I might loved you
I was shocked
When I see you with someone else
My heart drops
When I realized you might never be mine again
I thought I would die

I'm lost without you
I see you everyday
You look at me
We're best friends yes,...
But I want you back

I know you see it in my eyes
I see it in yours
how you look at me
how you talk to me
you know you have feelings for me
just like I care for you

your scared I'll hurt you again
but I promise I wont
I could never do that again
I care for you to much
without you I'm nothing but another girl
but with you I'm yours

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