Forgive Me

I'm holding my breath,
my jaw is clenched tight
trying so hard to hold these
tears that are welled up inside.
I wish you could understand how
you make me feel.
Do you find pleasure in all this anger?
for me, it's too painful to be real.
I was only trying to help you, but
i turned out to be wrong, friends are
for support and sympathy, you say-
but i believe that a little advice is
good along the way.
i hope you can forgive me, for all this pain ive supposedly caused.
im sad to have lost another good friend to words that came out wrong....