Suicide Note

I'd been meaning to tell you,
That I didn't know why,
Every night before bed,
I began to cry.

I looked at the wall,
And saw a picture you,
The person I hate,
Because you never helped me through.

You were the reason,
Why my life was filled with pain,
I wish you could see that,
Now I've nothing to gain.

So this is why,
I decided to end my life,
All you know is,
I used that bloody knife.

Figuring all my pain would bleed out,
Like a gentle flowing stream,
Little did you know,
I made a horrid scream.

But no one could hear me,
From beyond my own door,
When they walked in,
I was no more.

I can still see my mother,
Drop to the ground,
Drowning in sorrows,
With tears all around.

I'm sorry everyone,
For what I had done,
But it was time for my soul and heaven,
To unite as one.

Note: Just a note I thought of, ya know one of those last minute poems. Still trying to keep my collection up. Thanks for reading, and no this poem is not how I feel!!! So don't worry about me. Comment and vote please.