Forgotten Mistake

When you first said good-bye,
I was in amazement, stunned inside.
I kept asking why, I couldn't comprehend.
How can you say you love someone,
but then tell them "this is the end"?.

Time went on, it still wasn't real.
Although you gave me the spill.
How you needed some space,
your freedom was at stake!
I was in denial, I still didn't believe...
how could this be happening to me?

I asked you a few times,
you gave the same reply.
Leaving my heart broken,
and tears left in my eyes.
Shadows followed me,
there was no escape.
I couldn't see the light.

Don't you still love me, Don't you still care?
Those were pondering questions,
left unanswered...and that was unfair!
Leaving me in silence, was too much to bare

My friends knew something was wrong.
inside I was dying, but I knew I had to be strong.
Holding my angers and my fears way down.
No one could see my tortured soul drown.

I let you drift further away, not a word, never in a day.
I erased your number, and erased you from my life.
I tried to erase the memories, and this pain inside.
obviously that hasn't happened...nothing will ease this ache.
I came to the conclusion our love was a forgotten mistake.