Not a good thing to feel
the blood of my emptiness
i swallow my doubt
hide my shame
i lie to all
so why do you linger
why do i procrastinate
i wanna shred all the way through
feel the blood seep from my vains
i just dont no why i say i love you
i dont no who i love
i cant find words anymore
words are useless
the razor cuts deeper
my vains shimmer through
obviously not hurting you
so heres to us
ill drink this blood
taste this sweet poison
and maybe the love will be known
of a hollowed frown!
old poem of when i was engaged to a guy i never truely loved
