by Sara Dec 6, 2005
category :
Love, romance /
lost love
I walk into the room and feel your eyes upon me. It's been weeks since you left me, and yet we still deal with the awkwardness of seeing each other. Sometimes you're with your new girlfriend, sometimes you are not. How can you be with her when it's me you said you loved? But anyway I've tried to move on, or so you think. I've told you about the many guys that long to take your place. But what I haven't told you, what I've kept inside, is the pain of knowing you'll be with her tonight. See the truth be told, I love you, but times have changed. You no longer feel my heart beat within my chest. Cause for you I long to touch, for you I long to hold, for you I long to love. It tears apart my insides to see you here tonight. But with the fake smile on my face I say hi to you. And you smile back at me. Both of us feeling the hurt and pain, I can see it in your eyes. But you can tell me you're fine, just as I am telling you. I may be pretending to be fine right now, but with time I will be fine. |