Here alone lying on my bed
A thousand regrets running through my head
Feeling nothing as I am numbed inside
I can cry no more; the river has dried.
Using my blades, I drain it away,
Until the pain returns for another day
Smiling as i see my scarlet tears pour
And every night they fall once more.
Wishing one day my heart would just stop
Onto the floor no more tears would drop
And no more heartache i would ever feel
Now that I am dying, i finally feel real.
I guess I knew that i could never had been saved
But now i am dead, I'm happy sleeping in my grave
And smiling for you that you are still alive,
And glad you are not lost thanks to bittersweet Suicide.
