I never thought it would come this far,
That Id be saying good-bye, to someone I love.
And I cannot believe that words I wrote in the past,
Were wasted because I simply could not trust.
Once before I came close to loosing you,
In failing myself I followed not mind, but heart.
And despite my struggle, you did not seem to try,
Presuming that after sorry everything was alright.
Though I promised outside all was fine,
You didnt even notice, that to myself I lied.
And often I wished to be your hero, I really did.
Trying to fulfill every desire that passed your lips.
But now I feel shattered and broken inside,
Bleeding from the cuts, trying to mend my shards.
And I wonder whether Im just a hopeless romantic,-
Searching for something that doesnt really exist...
