You let me do my jigsaw
Knowing there are pieces in your hand
It's always half a story
Which means I'll never understand
Why you have to go alone
When I would stand there by your side
Try and shield you from the blows
And give your thoughts a place to hide
I don't know you
Every time I think I do you change your mind
And leave another little piece of us behind
And I try and blame myself and the way I felt
Because the heat of it's gone and my heart won't melt
And now that it's gone I see you going too
And there's absolutely **** all I can do
Does it mean that what I thought would happen is true?
That I'm a shallow prick or is it that
I don't know you
You don't want me to know you
Just an image you portray
It does nothing which will help me
Stop feeling like I'm drifting away
I'm trying and I'm trying
You've got no idea how I'm trying
But with every day less pieces fit
And with that this friendship's dying
Will you be crying?
Will you keep trying?
Or is this finally a reason to throw me away?
I don't know who to blame
Should I feel anger or shame?
Which one of us is really throwing this away?