Soft silk lace cool against flesh
Running smoothly through my hands
I could beg you for forgiveness
But I'm afraid you wouldn't hear me
Suffer with all this pent up emotions
As you lay asleep never knowing
I tried not to hurt you
You were the only one who felt my plight
And I tried not to hurt you anymore
Silken rope in my hands
These urges of sadistic nature come
Sometimes I just lose control
I never meant for you to get hurt
I'd kill myself before harming you
Slowly urge gives way to desire
My needs unfulfilled must be met
With the softest lace I'll tie you up
Soaking in your fear and screams to be alive
Taking my time to wallow with your emotions
With the softest lace I tied you up
My vampiric ways as I feed on you
Your fear and pain give me strength
You were the only one who knew my plight
Sadistic urges enter my flesh
I'll kill you softly as you sleep
Never regretting a sacrifice of my humanity
Silk strangles asphyxiating your mind
I move the pillow forgetting your face
This time I kill you gently
I would beg you for forgiveness
But I'm afraid I won't receive it
As I suffer with all my emotions
I never meant to hurt you
Even in my demented state
I tried not to harm you
You understood everything with clarity
Soft silk lace cool against fevered flesh
Face erased from memory
My humanity immolated from desire
Vampiric nature with sadistic urge
This immolation lacerates my soul
But I made the sacrifice this time
