To many memories that don't go away, struggling just to get through the day, thoughts are negative filled with pain, still contemplating a needle in my vein, my mind is dark full of fear, wish i could disappear and leave from hear, a little peace is hard to find still plagued with the thought of, is it my time... thoughts like this seem to flow, is it the darkness that helps me grow?so for now all drowned in all my tears, still wondering how i lasted this many years.................
