I Feel Your Hands Touch My Face

As I feel your hands,
Touching my face,
My blood starts to boil,
My heart starts to race,
My cheeks turn red,
I turn away,
Too foolish to show you,
That I’m not okay,
You asked once before,
But I told you how I felt,
And you pushed those feelings aside,
Just for a date with someone else,
We’ve been down this road,
It has it’s ups,
It’s downs,
It’s in-betweens,
And we’ve always been walking down it together,
Until now,
Please don’t make me cry,
I can’t stand another heartbreak,
I assure you that you can’t make everything better for me,
My world is ruined,
Can’t you see?
That you were the only boy I loved,
Although you never cared,
You would just sit there,
And play with some other girl’s hair,
And it hurts because I have you now in my arms,
As if in a Universe where everything’s okay,
But I know it’s not,
I just want to say,
That I don’t want you back,
You’ve got to go,
I can’t stand to let you see,
The pain that I have to show,
I can’t let you see me cry,
Or else I’ll just want to die,
I waited all my life to be with you like this,
Waited for your touch,
And waited for your kiss,
Now that I have them,
I don’t want them anymore,
So tell me,
What’s love for?
It messes you up,
It trips you out,
It makes you think,
About what life’s all about,
It makes you cry,
Want to die,
Pitying yourself everyday as you wake up,
And crying yourself to bed every night,
Because you’re alone,
And no one’s listening to a word you have to say,
Love is when you don’t want to go to sleep at night,
Because reality is better than some dream,
And I’ve heard that one before,
But what’s it supposed to mean?
After all,
Everyday I run home so I can sleep on my pillow,
Forget everything about today,
And try even harder to forget about you,
So tell me what’s it gonna be?
Are you going to look at the real me?
Or walk away?
I can’t say I love you,
Cause you’re never there,
And it hurts to never see you,
It’s just so unfair…

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