Mom?

Mom are you there
iv'e never met you
but still i care

people laugh at me
like i have something
wrong with me

why did you leave
i was only a baby
but would you ever
come back to me?

today i just broke down
after all these years
all i could do is cry
and all you could see was tears

you left me with dad
but hes gone now
what made you low
to leave your own, how?

this family that im in
is abusers
and when they hit
they become amusers

but never mind
i know you wont come back
and thats one thing i know
so thats a fact

just remember
i love you mom
and your the only mom
your the one

* my mom left me when i was 5 months old and i still wonder where she is *