This is it

I have all this
pain hidden deep inside,
no one knows how
much i just want
to break down into
tears and tell you
how i really feel.
but i cant do that
because it wont change
your thoughts of me.
i know i will never
forget you because
you were the one
who changed how i
felt about my life.
but now your gone
and the feelings
are coming back.
i am a useless girl
that no one wants
to love.
no one wants an
ugly girl,
now all i can do
is cry my lonely tears.