How I Really Feel...

The first time I met you
I thought you were great,
that me and you were perfect
we stayed there kind of late.

We saw each other twice
the weekend came up fast,
I missed you every second
if only it would last.

The third day I saw you
your "friends" came up to me,
they said you didn't like me
but I thought it couldn't be.

But the next time I saw you
you didn't take a glance,
I wanted you to talk to me
but you didn't take a chance.

I found out why you left me
your friends mad fun of you,
because I was your girlfriend
and they also told you to.

three weeks later
you asked someone out,
it's like you never liked me
i really wanted to shout.

They couldn't make up their mind
but finally they said no,
I hoped that she would say that
'cause you were very low.

I confess that I still miss you
every memory that we share,
you probably don't remember
because it was so bare.

If only you could see
how much i miss you still,
than maybe you would miss me
the emptiness would fill.

But i know that will never happen
i wished i never liked you,
for all the pain i feel right now
i wish you could feel it to.