So So Hard

Its hard to say you don't exist
When I see you everyday
I cant pretend that your not there
When you're always in my way

Please give me reason to move on
A hint or something else
I need to know what she wants
And to know what it's about

Why is she always calling you
And talking on the phone
It kills me when I see her
And even more when I'm alone

I simply don't know what to do
Its not as easy as it sounds
My heart it flutters crazily
During the times that your around

It's so so Hard...to pretend
I'm falling harder than I know
And I realize I cant deal with it
Its more than hard to let you go