Finally giving up

My broken heart is bleeding
i cant take it anymore
so so i run to my room
hide and lock the door.

i pull out my razor
and i know everything will be alright
and hopefully all my madness
will end this very night.

i cant believe you lied
you just played me like a game
I\\\'m scared to go one in this world
I\\\'m far to ashamed.

i gave you everything i had
my heart and my trust
i wanted you for love
but for you it was just lust.

i still cant understand
why does this keep happening to me?
he lied like the rest
god! how could he?

I\\\'m so tried of this abuse
i always get from guys
its the same old thing
the exact same lies!

\\\"oh baby i love you,
ill never let you go\\\"
kinda funny ain\\\'t it....when the ones that say that
are the first ones to go.

I\\\'m sick and tried of this
my lifes gotten to rough
so now as i slice the blade across my skin
I\\\'m finally giving up.