Finally Letting Go

I look at the photo album and reminisce.
Some can call me selfish-
but I still wish-
you were still here, because its memories like this-
that I truly miss.
When you passed, I cried like the Nile.
But now when I think about you I can smile.
I got someone that'll keep an eye-
out for me in the sky-
until I die.
Your that someone that'll catch my every lie.
I'm ready to move on.
I'm steady even though your gone.
Its been two years since you died-
and I hope for those two years you've been my guide.
I try not to shed a tear over this page-
but I know its not right to keep my emotions in a cage.
Your probably resting your head on a cloud.
For you I'll stay healthy and keep my heartbeat loud.
I know your looking down on me w/ a bright smile like the sun.
From the top of my head and the bottom of my heart, I thank you for everything you've done.