Lost It All Agin

I made it to the top
just to stop and flop
judge me not it is
not as you thought
I had a loving home
but now am all alone

You cant reach me
So don't even try
how I wish I could cry
but I am a man
I do what I can
I can not stand

I had a job God
why do I seem
fail bring me
profit I just lost it

I rub away all the
pain in the rain
insane as it is
I have nothing
more to give to
such a hateful world.