7 years

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it looks like I'm sleeping
don't try to wake me up
cause the truth is I'm dead
and now my story will be told

7 years of pain
7 years of his abuse
7 years i tried to tell you
7 years full of lies

Dad,
you asked why i never told you
i did
you just thought of it as an accident
or maybe it was his game

Mom,
you didn't believe me either
telling you over and over
me crying at night was because of him

Sister,
I told you
you knew it was true
why didn't you help me sooner
what did i do to you?

7 years i lied to you
telling you i was fine
F u ( ked up
Insecure
Not good
Enough
and you believed me

you waited for the cuts
waited till it was out of hand
my life will never change
the memory will forever last

look what i've become
i'm breaking all your rules
try keeping me in line
it will never work

i'm getting into drugs
i bet your really proud
i dropped out of school
to become a full time mom

your yelling is to much
i see you
but i feel his nasty touch
then i remember the number 7

years lies, nights of cries
and this time it was suicide