Losing you

I lost you once. and felt so bad. that every time that i looked at you it made me want to cry. when you asked me out again i gave you the second chance. it went on for a while till you didn't believe me when i sad that i wasn't going to do anything with my ex-girlfriend. i was even going to have her tell you that she wasn't there for me it was for my cousin. but you still didn't believe me. the next day you had a wrestling meet. and i thought you were going to do something with a guy on the bus because you were mad at me. we fought all weekend. it made me so mad when you didn't answer your phone like you said you would. now you have lost me and i probably won't give you another chance because you wouldn't believe me. now all i can think about is ending my life. thank you for not believing me. i think that i will end all of this crap now. thanks alot for making me think about committing suicide.